First of all, start the story with "Bismillah".
Okay, aku ada kenal ngn somebody nih yg aku panggil "S" and her boyfriend "K".
S kenal with K melalui somebody yg dia kenal and dia start rapat with K lepas K add dia kt Facebook. Humm, lumrah hidup right pape msty Laman Muka Buku Oh Shitt HEHE. Berkomen, gaduh and dok reject reject org dah jadi rutin bagi si K and si S ask terkena and S just boleh sabar jea lar kan. Dari situ dorg pun okay lar nak kata rapat, tak rapat sgt larr sebab S ad Boyfriend and maybe juga K ada Girlfriend. Tak lama bape bulan tuh S and K tukar number, msg msg and dorg pun ada lar keluar *not dating but as friend. Spun putus with her Boyfriend but bukan sebab org ketiga ok and K tak bape pasti same ada dia masih Taken or Single. Tp dorg contact pun ta bape lame sebab ada alasan alasan yg tertentu yg buatkan K jauhkan diri dr S. S pun tak cari dia sebab sakit hati with K. S tak bole lupe ayat ayat yg dorg gaduh kan, Funny right, belum pape dah bergaduh. Biasa lar lumrah hidup. Tp mase bulan Ramadhan K muncul balik msg si S. S happy sgt sebab K dah tak mrh dia lagi tp S tak sedar apa rancangan si K kali ini HEH. Ada one night S hang out with her friend and S pun still msg msg with K lalalala semua. S nga kusyuk ngk movie but diganggu oleh K ahahaha and S pun tny K, K ta msg Gf ke? K pun jwb LALALALALA semua tak perlu tahu kot sebab aku pun tak tahu dia jwb apa HAHA. Then dorg pun still msg msg lagi. Si S nih mcm blur blur lar kan bukan mcm, mmg blur pun. S anggap K just as friend but K? S pun confuse ngn status dia. Tak lama tuh S dah start sayang K and sayang sgt. Dorg okay sgt sebab S happy sgt ngn K even K always buat dia annoying but semua tuh tak lama, dugan dtg and dtg lagii. Satu mistake yg S buat, semuanya jadi kucar kacir. K dah ta trust S lagi tp dlm masa yg same, S always try cari jalan nk reda kan situation nih. S tangkap cintan gila sama K tp K senang sgt lupakan semuanya maybe sebab K senang sgt dapat pengganti. S ta give up, S still nakkan jwapan K and nk semuanya ok. S ajak K jumpa and nasib baik K agree. One night dorg pun jumpa. They still not trust with each other. Mcm mcm dugaan yg datang pada S and S still bersabar ngn semua dugaan. But malam tuh S and K mcm dah okay sikit. S happy and hope tak ada lagi dugaan. Relate S and K sgt ok tapi ada one day mood S terus spoil lepas dia terbaca msg K ngn somebody yg agak menyakitkan hati. Ok, S cube relax and ta fikir. S pun tanak ikutkan hati sgt and dorg pun ok. Tp S ckp, dia takan lupa sampai bila bila ayat yg K pernah ckp "apa yg awak ngk nih, dah tada lagi lepas nih". S pun ok, simpan kata kata K. Life S pun happy mcm biase and sampai pekak telinga she always said that she only have K. Crazy right? But S happy just for awhile, dugaan and dugaan lagi dtg. S ta tahu samada K syg dia or tak but when she keep asking K about that, K give respond but S mcm tak bape puas hati ngn jwapan dia, tah pape jea si S nih kan? K also told her, if he didn't love S knp K sanggup amk S kat tmpat blaja S and so on. S pun tak cerita detail sgt kt aku. But dari situ S pun fikir yg K tuh love dia. Lumrah hidup lagi, she trust K so much but K destroy it again when S check his phone, msg dgn org yg same and S bersabar lagi even hati dia sakit sgt agaknya tp kalau aku pun sakit hati kott. Mase nih S and K mmg dah same same berang agknya kan? S still try slow talk with K even sakit hati dia ta pulih lagi. Nak tanak, S just have her beloved friend iaitu aku and NF. Only us know how's her feeling. Kalau aku, dah hilang sabar kott. Tp sebab syg kan, S pun try baik baik. Ta lama tuh dorg pun okay balik. Tak tahu apa lagi dugaan dorg lepas nih kan? At the same time, S try cari jawapan tuh sendiri, why K mcm tuh? Maybe sebab bosan with S? S bukan pilihan dia? S nih sgt Childish? Ok, you all nk tahu? Now S can live without K. After K tetiba hilang tak contact S, S pun faham semua tuh. Even she love K so much but S tahu yg dia bukan pilihan yg K nak. Mcm yg K selalu sebut pada S, "Dont be too childish". So, K tak bole accept kekurangan yg ada pada S. Now she realize that even syg mcm mane pun kalau someone tak bole accept kekurangan yg kita ada, semuanya tak akan jadi. Relate pun musnah. Now life S pun dah stable and she try to make more friends with everyone not Love. She told me that hati dia dah tertutup buat sementara waktu sebab hati dia still pada K. Goodluck S, hope dah tada lagi dugaan yg datang mcm yg kau pernah rasa before nih.
**P/S : Everything is about Love. You guys please beware with Love and somebody that you all really Love. Aku nih bila dah dgr and merasa semua cintan cinton nih mmg perit kott. Serious tak tipu taw. Cukup lar aku ngk berape ramai yg sanggup buat mcm mcm sebab cinta and sampai sanggup tahan sakit just for someone yg dorg sayang. Bila difikir fikirkan balik, mcm tak logik and bodoh kan kalau sanggup bersakit semata mata putus cinta? So you all, tak payah lar buat benda benda bodoh yg tak masuk akal ok. Bukan nk cakap diri aku perfect but sebab cinton nih juga aku pun merasa nih semua, tipu lar kan if you guys tak pernah bercinton and putus cinton nih? Lastly, Love is not Everything. Dear God, give me the right partner for me and preserve me from the spouse who is not for me AMINNN :)
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